For a little while I get to be a wife and starting tomorrow I go back
to long distance friendship.That's
you got to keep a separation. You got to keep a close friendship and
a love going but I got to realize that I'm not a typical wife so I
got to step out of that role for awhile. I only get to be a wife once
a year.
My kids are dealing
with a phantom. They know they have a father. They have seen him
before they know he exists some where, they hear his voice
every once in awhile. But thats really kind of like a dream
or a nightmare or something something like when you dream
you hear the voice you see them. You wake up theyre
gone.
INTERIOR VAN
My loving husband
it was so hard to leave that prison Wednesday I cried
all the way to the van and couldnt drive right away. We stayed
in the parking lot for a little while. It was like leaving you all
over again and traveling home was a long hard painful trip. The
last visit? Check the visiting room Im sure I left my heart
there I could feel the strings being pulled as I left and
further down the highway I drove the more I could feel those heartstrings
being painfully stretched. My body is home in Georgia but my heart
is in that prison in New Hampshire.
TRAILER - PORCH
BECKY: These the
right keys? Here bring them back. Get smoky out!
DONNIE: Smokey!
JOSH: Ill
go start unloading the van Im gonna start unloading
the van.
BECKY: Get this
stuff out of the van and on here on the porch so I can bring it
in!
JOSH: I need Donnie
to help I cant do all this by myself my moms
mean.
Visit up north
is over and the summer is done everything is over and done
with. I get back into the mother, school, teacher routine and its
school time again.
TRAILER
LIVING ROOM 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL
I dont have
a right to complain cos I chose this but my kids didnt
and they didnt deserve any of this.
BECKY: Nail Polish
remover to get that.
JOSH: Where did
you put my book bag?
BECKY: Yes can
you tell me what time school is starting? OK and are they serving
breakfast this year? In the mornings. Are they serving breakfast
this year in the morning? OK and does that start today? OK now my
kids had free lunch last year are they automatically eligible again?
OK I just wanted to make sure that they were at least eligible for
today cos I have no money and no way to give them any food
today. OK great thank you very much. Bye. You can go to school
what time is it?
DONNIE: It is
7:14.
BECKY: 7:30
you can go ahead into the cafeteria tell the lunch lady your
name.
JOSH: What?
DONNIE: Go!
JOSH: Im
going on my own!
BECKY: Your brother
is walking you to the top of the driveway to make sure Randys
not up there.
JOSH: Hes
not hes at school.
BECKY: Joshua
turn around and move your butt and get going. Leave the door
open so I can see you guys.
Its hard
life but they still have a dad. To take their dad away completely
and say OK thats it all the time your dad had with
you, everything he did, all the memories we had they aint
worth nothing now. Thats doing worse than losing your dad
thats saying lets take the history too. But I know
that the boys needed him, I needed him. One way or another hes
gonna be in our lives and hes gonna come out someday.
TRAILER
LIVING ROOM - EVICTION NOTICE READING
BECKY: Mrs. Raymond
I asked you to clean up around the trailer and not to put the cord
out the window for number 12. You have not done anything new. You
are hereby notified to move. Any question come to the office and
tell me. Rocky. That's my eviction notice. That's how my life goes.
You don't ever depend on anything. There's little that you depend
on so you just learn not to depend on anything. You learn to depend
on your own self because at least most of the time I can depend
on my self. Sometimes I can't even depend on my own self. But uh
you just uh that's it you just learn not to depend. You learn to
fight your own way. I gotta deal with that like I deal with Alan
and uh the only way to deal with that is to realize that I got kids
to take care of and everything behind me has to stay behind me.
And I just have to move forward. Plan for the next catastrophe cause
I know it's gonna happen. Always does.
DODGE ROAD
- OLD ABANDONED HOUSE
BECKY: Watch for
rocks. Well theres the house we talked about buying
when he came back, but it kind of fell apart. We wanted to try and
buy it before he left but uh the job he had wasnt really good
enough to put a down payment on it. So we had looked at it but all
this time hes been gone I dont think its
worth getting into anymore. But thats what we wanted
who knows if its still standing when he gets home we might
just still take it.
It hasnt
been a happy marriage it was tied together so that when he
was in there he had a wedding band to hold onto and knew that he
had something on the outside and not to give up.
BECKY: I think
probably the inside is still nice. Yeah it needs the work.
JOSH: Mom the
doors open!
BECKY: No it says
no trespassing Josh. Well be able to get in there and fix
it up and then well have ourselves a house. Put the sink back
in and a whole lot of new windows This is what our plan is
if we cant get this house he wants to get a house something
like this he likes the old kind of country houses where you
can put out in the middle of nowhere and nobody can bother you.
When he comes
home we're going to forget the other marriage. That was that marriage
and that was to that man. That was to the one who
that was
the inmate. I'm married to somebody else right now. When he comes
home I'm going to marry the man I knew. You know, the man I fell
in love with ten years ago. And we're gonna do it the way we planned
on it. This is just a section of our life that we're gonna pick
up and move aside and it's over and it's done with.
BECKY: By the
time he gets home Im only going to be what 37! Evidentially
thats not too old to do anything with. We can get going
we can do this again. Have a house with grandkids.
JOSH: Mom
can we cut this grass?
BECKY: No we cannot
cut this grass.
JOSH: Why?
BECKY: This isnt
my place. Id like it to be but it aint.
JOSH: Youd
like to live here and fix it up?
BECKY: Yup. Fix
it all up; paint it
its got nice old-fashioned wrought iron
beams on it.
JOSH: The doors
nice.
BECKY: Yup. Its
just a nice place. I dont why were attracted to it -
but its one of those nice places.
JOSH: We can paint
it.
BECKY: So lets
just hope its still standing when daddy comes home. Then you
can mow the grass. Cmon!
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